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tl;dr i did some poor taste of wording and now im paying the consequences.
For those who are curious, refer here and here.



Now that it's set as a header, you can choose to read or leave my side of the story and keep what you would like to believe about me, but everyone who has talked to me would know that I would never purposely create or spread some form of ill-willed intent. But I would like to post this as fast as I can to avoid further complications within the community. 



Personally I've known the day would come where I would type this journal out, I just didn't know over what. But now that it's settled, perhaps this is one of the reasons why I felt it was almost anticlimatic for me. No, I'm not even mad. I'm actually appreciative that it was brought to my attention, although I would rather prefer it was brought directly to my face rather that vague posting about it. And were it not for another user on this site, I would have probably never knew of this particular error in my choice of descriptions for a muse. ( I deleted all of the infos however to spare all of you from piss poor writing on my behalf. ) 

Admittedly yes, I did use the word retard ( I'm not censoring it so this can be kept in my own notes ) in a description of my muses. And would I know that it would receive backlash, I would have chosen another word to replace it, or at least a different description. My own friend had said that were they to see it earlier, they would have informed me about it as well. And it's an error on my part as well for being so ignorant on what is taboo and what is not. I was raised in a community where the people use religion as a standing ovation, the black people slurs used so freely to describe other dark skinned people, liberism is branded in school textbooks as a big crime and you would be killed for being homosexual or transgender. 

My own parents call me a retard in a joking manner sometimes. Of course it developed a rather thick skull for me, but it would be wrong for me to assume the same for other people as we're all walking in different societies. In mine, you're weak for not being able to take insults. You're a heathen if you have depression or even thinking of killing yourself, and would be encouraged further to kill yourself as 'you're a waste of space and time'. You're subject to execution for loving another of the same sex. I obviously have a lot more to learn, spending time on the internet. If you mention 'common sense' for using that word, no. Common sense doesn't exist here. It only makes sense I don't have it either regarding certain subjects, such as the usage of words and whether they are slurs or not.

English isn't even my first language, what the fresh hell.

No one is defending anyone, it's all just a poor choice of words and ignorance on my behalf. It was an honest mistake, and not one I intended to make. I'm probably not tagging anyone; it's going to be spread on its own as I don't even spend time on this site anymore, life has drained most of my time. So therefore I apologize for the mini ruse and offense ( if any ) and I would appreciate it if people would inform me of things directly INSTEAD of vague posting. I'm still learning myself so any information even little bits is appreciated, hell. This site is the reason why I defend the minority in my own place.
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It's not christmas yet ell wyd  :////

"I've seen multiple realms. Multiple dimensions. Multiple possibilities and realities; all in which there is a high probability of finding another version of you living in there. They could be the same. They could be different people. You can't tell for sure unless you see it yourself."

There has been turmoil in a Kingdom; far within the reaches of normal humans and hidden within layers of realities. So much, that people only tell them in fairy tales and never seen it with their own eyes.

It existed, but it was frozen. The sun king was driven into hiding, the other Seasonal monarchs having to retreat to their own domains in order to keep their own natives from freezing to death. The ones who belonged to no domain whatsoever ? Most of them started moving away from the blizzard... well, as best as they could by finding whatever shelter they could. The ones that couldn't had to brave through them, and the ones that already lived in the Winter Kingdom are walking under eggshells, fearing they would upset their emperor any further - still mourning the loss of his daughter.

The kingdoms are still snowing, but their king is gone. And our world ? It was starting to snow.


Hi i wanna rp this AU and im thirst bc im writing it for self indulgent purposes but take note that both gauches still exist in this world; the winter king is just from 'another reality'. You can either get creative and continue from above or you can fav this for a starter of the same thing  u v u
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. 053

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posting memes bc i want to fucking write again


Comment a sentence, send 💩 for a random one, or both.
‘ NOT ON MY WATCH. ’
‘ you thought it was over? … ha. ’
‘ pepsi bottle? coca cola glass? i don’t give a damn. ’
‘ aa … aaa …. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ’
‘ so you just gon’ bring me a birthday gift on my birthday to my birthday party on my birthday with a birthday gift? ’
‘ why are you running? why are you running? ’
‘ just because my parents won’t let me get makeup, or piercings, doesn’t make me a fucking preppy. fuck preppies. ’
‘ god first. skating second. hit me up on christian mingle. ’
‘ welcome back to me screaming … AAAAAAAAAAA- ’
‘ oh my gosh, is that corbin bleu from jump in? ’
‘ it’s me, jessie, and ari, if he … if they test me they sorry. ’
‘ okay guys … i’m about to say a curse word, you ready? … shut up! ’
‘ on all levels except physical, i am a wolf. ’
‘ i thought you were bae! … turns out you’re just fam… ’
‘ i mean … you’re so tall, you must have a problem. ’
‘ i sneezed, oh, i’m not allowed to sneeze? ’
‘ sorry i’m on the toilet, hope the ice cream don’t melt! ’
‘ oh my fuckin’ god, she fuckin’ dead. ’
‘ I’M A BAD BITCH YOU CAN’T KILL ME! ’
‘ we all die, you either kill yourself or get killed. ’
‘ hey, my name is ____, i got a basketball game tomorrowwww, i’m a point guard. ’
‘ i’m washing me and my clothes, bitch! i’m washing me and my clothes.. ’
‘ MY DICK FELL OFF! ’
‘ THIS IS WHY MOM DOESN’T FUCKING LOVE YOU. ’
‘ so no head? ’
‘ yogurt is just fruit sperm! and i’m not gay. ’
‘ hi, welcome to chili’s. ’
‘ that’s what good pussy sounds like. ’
‘ stop saying i look like chicken little. he’s dumb, and he’s a coward. and i am NOT  a coward! ’
‘ if your name is ____ and you’re really handsome, come on raise your hand! ’
‘ bitch! why you mad? ‘cause my pussy pops severely, and yours don’t?! ’
‘ merry crisis. ’
‘ i love you bitch. i ain’t gonna ever stop loving you …. bitch. ’
‘ what up? i’m ____, i’m nineteen, and i never fuckin’ learned how to read. ’
‘ this bitch empty! YEET! ’
‘ and they were roommates ! ’
‘ is that a weed?! i’m calling the police! ’
‘ today my brother pushed me so i am starting a kickstarter to put him down. the benefits of killing him would be: i would get pushed way less. ’
‘ it is wednesday my dudes …. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- ’
‘ i won’t hesitate, bitch! ’
‘ welcome to bible study, we’re all children of JESUS! ’
‘ i spilled lipstick in your valentino bag. ’
‘ you are my dad, you’re my dad! boogie woogie woogie. ’
‘ i got two free tacos! ’
‘ road work ahead? uh, yeah, i sure hope it does! ’
‘ turn off the flash, you fucking moron. ’
‘ get that education bro! GET THAT EDUCATION BRO! ’
‘ yes, she is a bitch. b i c t … h. ’
‘ ohhh shit, what is that? who you fightin’? ’
‘ don’t fuck with me! i have the power of god and anime on my side! ’
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